Thursday, December 27, 2007

OVERWHELMED.

when life seems to be on a permanent downward spiral, is it crazy to hope for a light at the end of the tunnel? i seem to be treading water 24-7 and when i think i see a lifeboat, it turns out to be a hallucination and i kick myself for the optimism. i have no idea what will happen, but i have to hope for something good. a miracle, an act of God, a twist of fate...

i just hope it comes sooner or later, because i hear that lack of oxygen to the brain is a bad thing and that if air is denied long enough, there is probable brain damage and/or death.

so until then, i'll sit here with nicotine fingers and whiskey breath. on second thought...

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